katlyn. lesbian. working on myself for myself by myself. 🐢. If you're gonna tell me I'm Alex from OITNB, I know. Basic bitches can't compete 🌸
I can no longer let the pain of missing you prevent me from doing what I need to, but god damn it it’s hard to keep focus.
Anonymous asked: Are you never coming back to this tumblr anymore?
no not really. my new tumblr is wilde-vibes.tumblr.com
i made a new one because this one makes me sad.
If you miss me, do something about it. There’s no point is recognizing emotions and not acting on them, that’s self torture. So I guess whenever you feel like it, you know where to find me.
constant questions that will never get answered.. I’ve learned to live my life like this, I’m trying so hard to be inspired by everything around me, and it’s working, I’m motivated and I’m strong, but night comes around and I’m alone in my room and I feel weak, sad.. I constantly miss you, then get angry for even missing you. My love for you amplified over the years while yours diminished. And that’s the most frustrating thing in the world to me. I loved you so much.. yet in the end it means nothing, i guess that’s okay. I’m used to the constant heartbreak. You never think for a split second that I may have feelings, you never take my emotions into consideration. That’s okay too. I was always told you to look after yourself, make sure that you’re happy first, nothing else matters, as long as you’re happy, I’m Happy. I’m glad you listened to me when I said these things, you never listen to anything else I say. So why do I even try? I saw your mom and I saw the way she looked at me, she didn’t thing I changed a bit, so I kept my mouth shut and didn’t say a word, because I know that no matter what I said it wouldn’t have mattered. It’s the same with you, why do I even try? It’s pointless to try with someone so close minded. I personally think that’s your biggest flaw. You can’t have an open mind and you see what you want to see to get yourself through the day.
Handguns | I Hope He Kills You [x]
Morning Views From the Tent, inspirational travel series
Created by photographer Oleg Grigoryev
- Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept (via hqlines)